I do not want to take my medication anymore!!!!
I accidentally missed my dose last week, and felt better for it. Which is odd, because I was worried there was also some sort of "taper schedule" I was supposed to follow with MTX. I didn't feel any worse, I felt better. Not better in the sense of Weg's/GPA being gone, but better that I wasn't feeling fuzzy headed and lethargic with that weird feeling in the back of my throat.
Which has now only left me feeling like I don't want to take my medicines anymore. Has anyone else ever done this? Has anyone quit their meds just like that? I know that would be dangerous but ... I'm starting to think I'd rather have the alternative than this feeling.
I know I NEED to take them, and I know I WILL continue to ... I just work so many long hours, and have to be so focused while at work that I don't want that feeling anymore. I want to feel normal again.
Anyway, I just thought I would own up to my major boo-boo.
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