Thanks Debra C
I am looking forward to talking with the ENT surgeon but also pretty scared about it too.
Was talking to my Fiance Stu today about it and said as much as i want it done i dont want the pain and bruising that goes with it, or the anaesthectic which i had a bad reaction too last time - felt sick and dizzy for a week. Plus i'm very cautious that i am messing with my face and i dont want anything to go wrong with that. I'm sure i'll feel better after talking with the surgeon but til then i will worry - such is my nature!
Stu was amazing, as ever, and said that i could talk to him all i wanted to about it. And that i'll always be beautiful to him. I think i'm kinda content that Stu doesnt see me as a monster but in ever photo and ever mirror that shadowy bump always waves back at me and i hate it passionately.
Last edited by freakyschizogirl; 07-02-2012 at 08:55 AM.
"I believe that I have seen a negative attitude kill people, but I don't think that a positive one will cure you. However, I know that it Helps". Jack
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