Today was a bad day for me, feeling wise. I felt horrible. My boss told me that I look horrible too. She thought I had been rubbing my eyes because they're red and irritated from conjunctivitis, but I hadn't.

But I have had other days when I felt just as bad, but it didn't show. I don't know which is worse - looking better than you feel or looking as bad as you feel. When I look too good people expect more of me than I'm capable. of.