I'm at a loss. My boyfriend, who was great in the beginning, helped after I got infusions (let me rest, got water for me etc.) Is now completely different. I work what I can an I try to push further. When i do I get exhausted. One day hes like you need to rest you shouldnt push yourself so much and the next hes yelling at me saying I dont work enough. I got a little upset the other day cause I forgot to get something at the store and he told me to not be myself, to be anybody else. My question is, am I selfish for wanting to leave? I'm his ride to and from work, I do the grocery shopping, cooking, cleaning... he has an 11 yr old daughter too.... I want to leave cause I'm not happy but I feel selfish and want to cry when I think about it. Please help?