I'm feeling crappy and I dread calling the doctor Monday morning. I'm saying things to people I wouldn't ordinarily say. It's almost like I'm clearing stuff up with people. Like the family dog that has been tied up on the chain too long and snaps even at the people who feed him. I just need a few days of normalcy. A friend calls me at 4:30 this morning and starts talking like what's up? I'm not in the mood for this. Then she tells me that I have to look to God. If I could have reached through the phone, I would have choked her. Me and God are good. He hasn't caused me a single problem; at least not that I'm aware of. Of course he doesn't tell me everything. I feel like I'm being a burden to people. My oldest daughter tells me Yeah dad, I'll give you a ride home from the hospital but I've got to do something later on. Forget it! I'll just stick my thumb out like in the old days. I ask my own brother for help and he can't even hide his annoyance. Cross you off too. My youngest daughter would help me if she could pay clean up her driving record. The crazy thing is I have the money for her to do it. Can lead a horse to water but can't make him drink. My mother would do anything for me and never remind me about ever again. But there is no way I'm going to bother an elderly woman that has to write everything down on the calendar now.
As Porky pig would say, "That's all folks" If I wanted to impress people I would be on Facebook.
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