heart breaking story, posting for a friend. can we help her ? please ?

[annekat]

Anne, you're very cute... Take the little bus? Their pretty big buses! Small town, yes but full size buses! HA, HA.... ANNE, YOU KILL ME... I'M STUCK ON CAPS AGAIN, NOT SHOUTING... ANNE,the , oh, ok, I'm back to regular. Good deal. So Anne, the er, is at the end of my street!! No joke... I used to be able to walk there, though I still drove, cause ya can't be to sure, weirdos, following a black cloud... But ya, its pretty damn close... Can't even imagine going to the er for a bite... It has to be an allergic reaction, to the bug. That's why the swelling. That's ok Anne, its more mental stress, and don't have energy for this, if it is, which I know it is. People really make me angry, because they are not careful and so one moron, can ruin the whole building... I mean you need to watch everything, even New stuff... I can't afford to buy a new couch, nor would I,cause now it will just keep going in circles. Don't even own a bed! It was old, I was sleeping on the couch, so I cleared the bedroom, and made it all for peanut. And storing clothes ect. So blow up mattress, will be my furniture... Realy upset. Weird too, how that's my intro, now you get to see it? Never in a million years would I believe any of this..... Oh thanks for reminding me, haven't eaten... I love u Anne... Sweet dreams... To you, not me! Ha ha..... XoXO XO

I said little bus because I thought you earlier mentioned a smaller transport that takes people around for appointments or whatnot.... I didn't mean big buses. But it is Christmas night and not much can be expected to be operating at this time. So maybe get with it first thing in the morning. Bites and hematomas can get infected. Try the ice packs. It sounds to me like you should move! If not Bora Bora, someplace cleaner without other residents to mess things up, someplace you can get a fresh start. The air mattress is a good idea for avoiding bugs and dust mites. I should probably get one of those. Also, some therapy for fear of bugs! I don't like them much but don't have a pathological fear of them. I don't have bed bugs or cockroaches here in this house, I don't believe..... thank god for that. I actually like most spiders, the ones here, anyway. If only you could move! Please try to calm down and get some rest, try the ice packs, call a friend in the morning who can come over and give you some help and support. Going through this mental anguish alone is not good. I hope one of our WG buddies can talk to you on the phone. As you know, I can't yet. Now, I think I should settle back down for awhile.... it's only 8PM here so nothing is too dire, but time seems to be meaningless at the moment. May you be blessed with some peace of mind and know that this will pass and you will be better..... Much love and hugs to you. XXOO

[debra]

Anne! I know right? I was missing posts earlier, cause of posting at the same time. I didn't know either... Anne, sorry about the Tourette comment... I am losing it. I knew a guy with it, and its no laughing matter... What a horrible person I am! Just looked at the clock, thinking its like 3am, NO!!!!! It's only 1103pm!!!!! Oh no..... Long night... Anne no offense, ha ha!!!!! Okay now I'm crying laughing..... Anne no better person to talk to. Thank God you where here!!!!! I lucked out! So funny..... Xo

[annekat]

Anne, so cute. No Anne, wanna use the lol thing, but personally I can't do it. Because I don't like it! It's not me... Anne its not a hematoma, its a bite, that swelled like a golf ball, because I'm probably allergic. Must be allergic, not probable... It's real sore though and itching. I have many now and I have been up all night. I see nothing... I will take a picture of my hand, give it to Alysia, or as Birdie would say mom! So funny... Man its huuuuuuuge!!!!! Realy big... Strangely last night when I went with Nancy to Christmas mass, she had an older gentleman she was helping out, and he had one on his hand. A real one! It was blue! And big.... He also refused the er.... Can't blame him! Wonder if he knew tony? Ignore that Anne, I have Tourette syndrome! Ha, ha..... I crack myself up Anne..... Well, at least I'm still laughing, cause I really want to cry... I did earlier, but that's another story... Keep having these out bursts now......... Anne, don't ever change..... XoXO XO

I missed this one. So, OK, it's not a hematoma, but maybe something more serious! They can give you something for an allergic reaction! A shot of steroids or epinephrine or something like that. I'd go for the steroids myself! So strange that someone else at the church had one, too. This reminds me of a Stephen King story. Too weird. PLEASE be OK overnight and get some help in the morning! I love you. XXXOOO

[debra]

Yes I wanna move, Anne! My exact thoughts... Bora, ya in my dreams. But can't even have those without sleep!!!!! Anne get rest, I'm fine. Been through, wait,no this could be one of the worst! Ya, it is. If I see ya back, then, well I see u back.... XoXO.

[annekat]

Anne! I know right? I was missing posts earlier, cause of posting at the same time. I didn't know either... Anne, sorry about the Tourette comment... I am losing it. I knew a guy with it, and its no laughing matter... What a horrible person I am! Just looked at the clock, thinking its like 3am, NO!!!!! It's only 1103pm!!!!! Oh no..... Long night... Anne no offense, ha ha!!!!! Okay now I'm crying laughing..... Anne no better person to talk to. Thank God you where here!!!!! I lucked out! So funny..... Xo

Glad I could help! No offense taken. We had a woman used to come down to the farmers market with Tourette's, escorted by a relative, and would let loose strings of obscenities and insults while buying veggies! If that won't make you laugh, nothing will! And I know you are good at laughing and that it must be healing for you. Crying at the same time is OK, too. Will be thinking of you as I drift off into la la land.... it's colder here than there, and I'm loaded up with good wood, but haven't built a fire yet! Doesn't feel that cold. I will, though. Might check back later on tonight. XXOO

[debra]

Anne, I love u too..... You're very sweet Anne... I think you're pretty awesome Anne..... Me. XoxoXO Xo

[debra]

Anne, ok last one, but yes, that's what the disorder does! It's horrible, for everyone involved! This gentleman would come into the restaurant I worked at, and do this, screaming things out, with kids around and stuff... Oh boy... It's pretty bad.... What can you do though, I mean he has every right to be there too... So going out to din din just got a whole lot more interesting..... Poor guy though..... Ignorant selfish people dont want their fantasy lives disrupted... Put a sign on the ddoor, warning, sh** happens..... Ignore that double d Anne.... Well if u can..... Me again..... Xoxo

[annekat]

Anne, ok last one, but yes, that's what the disorder does! It's horrible, for everyone involved! This gentleman would come into the restaurant I worked at, and do this, screaming things out, with kids around and stuff... Oh boy... It's pretty bad.... What can you do though, I mean he has every right to be there too... So going out to din din just got a whole lot more interesting..... Poor guy though..... Ignorant selfish people dont want their fantasy lives disrupted... Put a sign on the ddoor, warning, sh** happens..... Ignore that double d Anne.... Well if u can..... Me again..... Xoxo

Oh, and I didn't mean to make light of it..... I think she's the only person I've seen with it in public, though had certainly heard about it. I think most people understand what it is and are tolerant, but it could be pretty shocking and upsetting to someone who doesn't, like children.... Now, you didn't say YOU have it, did you....? I don't feel like going back to that page and thought you just made a quick joking reference.... and I shined it on without taking offense and then turned around and made fun of this woman at the market.... only because it is in the past and not happening now.... not that I really think it is that funny. Haven't seen her for years and she has probably passed on.... They didn't bring her that often, for obvious reasons. And guess what, I have some annoying typing issues, as you do, on this old computer, the letters are worn off on some of the keys, there's debris under others, it's too easy to hit the caps lock, the whole thing feels sloppy and loose, and on top of that, my Weggie fingers are usually a little numb and don't work as well as they used to! So typos are perfectly understandable. Sorry once again for making fun of Tourette's. XO

[debra]

Anne, no you weren't I was, well neither really... No, Anne surprisingly Tourettes is probably the only thing I don't have! Yet! If stree brings it on, then I will for sure... Just reading an article on bed bugs, and they mention the crap I put all around here, only I don't think that one is a dust, more like rock salt. Anne, I haven't so much as put my head down, and there popping up everywhere..... I'm real scared. So weird how I start posting, and now? Anne, so much work involved if it is! And it is, I feel it... More toxins around here, my stree level is through the roof, so now more pain, and get this, aside from the little blood I coughed, now my hands are aching bad? Two new things... Moving stuff, having to be out, and go where? Help from who? Anne I feel like I can't breathe......

[debra]

Stress!!!!! Not stree! My phone refuses to say it!