It's all I can think about. I can't get comfortable no matter where I am ... chair, my amazing Tempurpedic Cloud Supreme, one pillow, two, stack them up to make me elevated, sitting on the couch. Standing, sitting. It doesn't matter. I can feel my shoulders, my hips, my knees, my ankles, the joints of my toes, my wrists, the left thumb, my neck, elbows ... It's almost as if I can picture every joint in my body and it's red and angry.
My face hurts and I keep getting hot flashes. Doc says she wants to talk to me on the phone but I have no idea when that will be. Obviously not today ... maybe tomorrow (Wednesday)??
I have taken an 800mg Ibuprofen. Nothing. Not even the slightest teeny bit of relief. Now, I'm getting a headache. I want to cry so damn bad. I can't think of anything else. I was going to write today but I can't wrap my mind around my characters, or the English language. I can't type correctly, words fail me.
I'm staying home from work tomorrow if I feel like this. Although, I don't know what good that will do since I can't get comfortable ANYWHERE. I wish I had a hot tub, or even a bathtub that was big enough to be in. I need to soak in a giant vat of warm water with lavender or something.
I tossed and turned all night last night. There was NO possible way to get comfortable. I couldn't lay on either side because of either shoulder or hip. I laid on my back and then that hurt everything.
Thankfully, it's not very busy at work. I don't have to concentrate too hard.
I have no words. I'm miserable.
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