Sorry..i no i need to be thankful for the stupid stuff.Ive been taking 40mg for almost 4 weeks now. I feel so not myself. I cannot handle anything. I have stayed home- a hermit since starting it because i do not trust my behavoir in public. REALLY!!! Im not a child. But i just cant handle it. I ventured out to spend the evening with my 2 best friends lastnite and well....i had nightmares all nite about the way i acted. I feel like such a loser! Please someone tell me i will be normal again someday. And how low do i have to be on it til that happens?? I seriously consider just quickly tapering it so i have a little relief.