Sorry to see you join our little elite club, Brian. I think it was Will Rogers who said "I wouldn't want to belong to a club that would have me". And, that holds true here. But, here we are. You'll go through ups and downs. Some people have some rather mild cases and continue on with life in a rather normal manner. While others, really have a bad go of it. I have been in the "bad go of it" area for the past 5 years. It was very depressing at times, but we kept plugging away and finally got the right mixture of drugs. For the past 5 months, life has been good. Lets hope you can reach karma real soon. Welcome to the forum..... vdub