Thanks Pete, the treatment is coming up in a couple days and its at the VA. Its really herd to get an appointment to sit down for a talk so I guess I'm just gonna take the treatment and hope for the best. I really hate all the drugs I have had to start taking since all this started and the more I read on the side affects the less I want to take ANYTHING but the thought of what could happen with no drugs is even less appealing. I didn't read the sides until recently, maybe I should just stick my head back in the sand and go with what they throw at me, I don't know, this really sucks. Everything was going so well before the relapse, guess I should have known something was coming.