We are writing here about the pains in the body, and I want to write about the pain of my soul...
Today a very good friend came to visit me. we haven’t met couple of months, because she was too busy and I was too tired… I took off my glasses and showed her my nose (which became more saddle in the past months). I saw tears in her eyes. I put my glasses on and changed the subject.
I was too vulnerable to allow myself to be with her tears for me, to be with my tears for myself… it was too much pain at that moment… it is too much pain… I don’t have enough words to express it (not even in my language). But Im writing it here because I know you can understand what I mean.
Thank you all for being here.