Greenjeep, I know how you feel.I also get very depressed and just want to be the way I used to be,but lets face it,,we will never be the same so we have to take the cards we are dealt with and make the best of it. What is sad but sometimes gets me thinking straight is thinking about all the people that are worse off then me or those who have died at a young age and never had a chance to live. I am very sick right now,which I will talk about in another thread after being in remission for 5 years but I am not ready to throw in the towel. I just say this too shall pass and if not then it is out of my hands. Why don't you try counseling or anti-depressants. You have people who love you and that is worth living for. Take care and keep your chin up..things will get better
Life isn't about how you survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain !
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