Thank you for your reply. Sorry your got some stuff to deal with.
I still feel lucky even though I always feel awful. Yes I'm more scared of the drugs than the disease. I hate the feel you get. I might be in some sort of remission, I'm not so positive. Just so tired all the time.
I don't say too much because for one I don't want meds and the other I think they think I'm a hypochondriac.
My thoughts are with you.