As some of you noticed I haven't really properly accepted Phils death yet. Phil and I talked very often, instantly bonding over being Canadians a few years ago... I am so sad. I was having such a horrible day the day he passed... Then I found out he passed and I was inconsolable. My husband knew all about Phil and he is so sorry too. Phil always had all the answers. He was just real.

I think about Phil almost every day. We had many plans. He wasn't supposed to go.

Alysia, Phil loved you so much. I remember how excited he was when he said he was going to pick you up at the airport for the first time. I am so happy you guys got to spend the time together that yous did.