pberggren memorial thread

[Alysia]

Sorry

Its ok. My sweetie allows me to cry... and its the best nose irrigation.

[Pete]

Its ok. My sweetie allows me to cry... and its the best nose irrigation.

Only a weggie would say this...

[Birdie]

Its ok. My sweetie allows me to cry... and its the best nose irrigation.

Humor is... where you find it.

[Alysia]

to my sweetie:

I carry your heart with me
I carry it in my heart
I am never without it
anywhere I go, you go, my dear
and whatever is done by only me
is your doing, my darling
I fear no fate
for you are my fate, my sweet
I want no world
for beautiful, you are my world,
my true,
and it's you are
whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing
is you
I carry your heart with me
I carry it in my heart
I am never without it.
(E. E. Cummings')


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[whatthewhat]

Beautiful. One of my favorite poems. <3

[annekat]

I hadn't seen this e.e. cummings poem, or any of his for a long time. It is very touching and fits you and Phil perfectly.

[Alysia]

To my beautiful Phil, I miss you so much ...

How Do I Love Thee?
(Elizabeth Barrett Browning, 1806 - 1861)

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of being and ideal grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right.
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints.
I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears,
of all my life;
and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

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[Alysia]

Today, it is 11 months since my beautiful Batman flied to heaven with his Batman's wings... I wrote to him:


God have sent you to us, to me,
Like an angel from heaven
You have touched my soul so deeply,
in its most sacred core,
where no one else is allowed..
you have revived my soul
With your pure kindness & understanding,
Inspired it with your amazing Faith..
You have melted my lonely heart
With your sweetness & love
Making it a new heart
expanding and overflowing
and beating
Calling your name
I prayed for your cure,
I wanted to heal you
If only love could have healed...
I wanted to make you happy
and to always be with you
always & forever
I should have known
that God sends us such tremendous goodness
Only for a limited time
Then God takes this heavenly treasure back
to where it truely belongs
So perfect and pure
So shinning and beautiful
You, my sweet eternal love
I thank God for sending you to me
and for helping me to make you happy
now all I can do is to pray
To be with you again
always
and forever
It will be heaven.

[BookNut]

thinking of you and Dr. Phil today.

[Alysia]

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I still wake up for no reason in the middle of the night, cant go back to sleep long time, remembering that night that my sweetie stopped to breath.. So did I...