I've about had as much as I can take.
It goes above and beyond my illness. It does have a little bit to do with it but the big picture is making things a lot worse.
As far as Wegener's patients go, I think I'm in pretty good shape. Let me refrain, I'm in a good position. I just have a lot of fatigue and malaise, but the other symptoms seem to be under control. I'm off Prednisone and was looking forward to FINALLY getting my life back on track when the appendix issue came up. So then I was knocked down again, I missed work, my husband missed work so we got behind money-wise.
Someone made a comment about work that I can't help her anymore because I don't work graveyard hours. I can't have kids but everyone is getting pregnant. Every time I think I'm getting a hold on things, everything falls apart again.
I go back to the punishment. Am I being punished for some reason? I lived a good life, I treated people with respect. I didn't use drugs, break the law, hurt anyone. I am a good person. So why does everything keep happening to me?
I'm having a pity party. It's one of those days where everything sucks.
I'm sorry but I just needed to vent.
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