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Hi Nikki, I am finally at my parents house, I spent the nite with them last nite so I could use their computer. I was too tired last nite, but am up drinking my coffee and could not wait to tell you I got tickled about you telling me to run from the phone people, Yes, the do LOVE to charge us for every little thing! Ive got to look into changing my phone plan. ~~~I think its really great how you are handling your dz. Your blog shows me your talent for writing. That is so therapeutic. And the fact that your book is twice as long as you thought, thats very encouraging! I bought a special notebook to write my autobiography. I have had many things happen in my life (as we all have) and I would like to be able to help people through a couple things specifically ive been through, and write about how these things that were "terrible" at the time, turned out to be blessings in the long run. Of course you have to live as long as me to have some things come full circle and turn into blessings, but still, I do want to help people, I always have. I admire you, and I hope you dont look at this disease run your life. Im not really sure exactly what your daily sufferings are. The first 10 years of mine, I was sooo active, and I would have flare ups where I would have joint inflammations that were so extreme I would have to walk with a cane, and my husband and our best friend Chris who we rode Jet Skis with, and I would just laugh about me being young and using a cane and my husband would help me and we would go to the pharmacy and get my mega dose of prednisone. Then I would be good for 6 months, and we would be going jet skiing and to the beach every weekend. I was in incredible shape, these Jet Skis were not SeaDoos. They were stand up, no seat. You would have to use your whole body to ride these. So I fought wegeners, and never really thought about it much. I was young, in love, and my dz was in the background because thats where I put it. I took my meds, did what the drs said, but I just lived my life. My Dr told me that was very good for me, staying so active and taking care of myself. But now, I just feel tired mentally, because so much has changed. Now I want to turn it around and make my life a happy new chapter. You are encouraging me to get going on some things I just put off. Just because im 48 does not mean I cant be in decent physical shape. And the vision I have for my little house is getting sharper in my head. I am saving money, and that is a change, because before I didnt have enough money until my sister got me a little job. Its amazing what a little extra money will do, and cutting back on tv add on channels I dont need and things like that. Its a slow go, and I get discouraged when something comes up I dont want to do like find a new dr. or look for dental insurance, etc. But you have shown me if I stay focused, and think of the end result, it helps me keep going. OH, I forgot to tell you,,,, I am beginning to sketch ideas for jewelry for Weggies! I need to think of a recognizable symbol, like breast cancer has the pink ribbon. So im going to design one for all of US! Ill let you go now, Im going to get back on the computer before i leave Mom n Dads, and see whats going on. Gotta check on all my Weggie friends. I miss them all.Talk to you soon,
Oh, BTW, about your pic. I laughed so hard about what you said. Now that I look at it, I see it so differently.....You dont look sad at all! You look very......hmmm.....SULTRY! Yes, very sexy!
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