You would think that having this dz for so long, I would b used to getting things checked out. But lately, I've had a cough that feels like I'm coughing on the normal fluids your mouth makes, like instead of going down my throat, it chokes me and I cough! All the time! I am always afraid that with all the scarring in my throat, along with the active lesions in my sinus cavity that have to b cleaned out and removed in my EENT's office (who is really a great guy, with what he gets out of my nose is soooo embarrassing! And he makes me feel like it's no big deal! ) But constantly having open lesions, coughing up throat scabbing (sorry, gross) every day. That just can't b good.....honestly, I am afraid of cancer. It prob sounds silly, but once you get something like wegeners, and u realize you aren't invincible...other things creep into your mind.....the "what ifs". I just feel helpless and scared sometimes, and having it for so long makes me afraid of how long can my body take this? I guess I'm just having a bad day, but I have to go to get my second check up from my surg I had 12/24....and I'm looking for a new pain dr (long story) it just seems like it's always something. I just get so tired of this dz sometimes....sorry to b so negative. I just needed to talk. 😔