Cindy is right, Angel. You are worth a lot more than how you feel right now. You need to be strong for yourself and your mother. Maybe you can find some new friends and activities to get involved in that will take you away from dwelling on your own emotional setbacks. I know how those things are; I have felt them, and they do become much less important with time, especially if they involve people who aren't worth bothering about. When you are treated badly by these people, it is due to their own shortcomings and not due to anything wrong with you. Could you get involved with an organization that helps the needy, people less fortunate than yourself, or animals in need? I realize with Wegs you need to watch what you are exposed to, so you'd need to choose any activities carefully. But sitting there in the kind of stress you are feeling is not going to help your Wegs; maybe some counseling would be in order? You need some relief that we cannot give you over the internet, although I certainly hope our caring and support is of some help. I guess we are all capable of having suicidal thoughts when things get bad enough, but please don't consider this as a serious option. Think of what it would do to your mother. And yes, if these thoughts persist, please get some help from a professional or a suicide prevention organization. You are in my thoughts and prayers!
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