Wow, I'm so sorry to hear how bad you are feeling.... I hope you have told the doc, if you think it's from the Imuran! I hope those effects are only very temporary.

I'm SURE you made the right decision about the gala, given how you would have felt about doing it, how uncomfortable you would have felt. You are not the grinch!! Anything where you have to plaster on a smile doesn't sound like what any of us needs.