hard week

[mama2005]

It has been a hard week. My health has been good but the stress of loosing my best friend has brought a headache and sadness:'( I think about all my problems and still can't seem to understand how suicide could ever be a option. I just don't understand.

[pberggren1]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I could never go that rout myself.

[freakyschizogirl]

Sorry to hear this Mama.

I've been down and depressed and contiplated suicide but couldnt actually do it.

[Debbie C]

Sorry for your loss..try to focus on your health and those beautiful kids you have.I'm sure they bring a smile to your face !

[annekat]

I'm so sorry, Mama. Only one who's lost a friend to suicide can understand how it feels. I'm sorry your friend felt that was the only way. It is indeed hard to imagine. I'm hoping everything else in your life is going well and that time will ease the pain.

[crackers]

my brother committed suicide a number of years ago just after his 40th birthday.his reason for doing so?he couldn't live with being 40.i agonised for a long time over things like why didn't i see it coming,could i have done something to prevent it and many other feelings of guilt.the death of a close friend or relative due to natural causes or accidental death is hard enough but suicide is immensely more difficult to understand or come to terms with.
john.

[annekat]

Sorry to hear that, John. If people knew what their loved ones would go through, maybe they'd find a way not to make that choice.

[Debbie C]

John, I was sad to hear about your brother, losing a loved one is the hardest thing one goes thru,but you should not feel guilty over it I'm sure he hid his feelings from everyone so don't blame yourself for not seeing it coming.

[Jaha]

I am so sorry for your loss. I can only say that nobody ever knows why, and all the pain that it causes thoughs who loved that person is unbearable. I had a very good friend who's husband did that and she went through years of pain and grieve over trying to understand it. I hope you don't get sick from the stress of this. My thoughts will be with you and your loved ones to get thru this.
Jana

[Sangye]

Mama, I'm so sorry to hear this. And John, how sad for you as well. My thoughts and prayers are with each of you. It's so much harder to heal such a wound.