The second round was much worse than the first. I hope that trend doesn't continue. I had a panic attack the other night thinking about it. Unless you've gone through something like that it's hard to explain. My level of function is so low, and it's hard to walk in the room knowing that I won't even be able to walk out, and it'll be awful for weeks. Even though that's true, I'm trying to leave some space in my mind to just "delete" the past and go in without hopes or fears.
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