I haven't posted since my thread in the Introductions forum... I have been dealing with a change in insurance, my husband's new job, winter break for the kids, and so much else. Finally my referral authorization to UCSF arrived in the mail. Now I am at a loss... kind of scared about what comes next! I have so many records, I can't afford to fax them to UCSF, so I have asked if there is another way to get my records to them. Still, the constant worries are sneaking in. What if they ignore my records entirely? What if my symptoms disappear before I can get in to see the specialist? (My left ear has been "gone" for over two months - now has started burbling in just the last day or two) What if I really am not sick enough, what if they tell me it's all in my head, what if they tell me it's no big deal?
Merry Christmas to me! BLAH!
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