anita
12-15-2014, 01:26 AM
I first started having symptoms two years ago, mostly sinus and ear related and went from being full of energy, always happy, constantly working out, and loved trying new things., in addition to running a successful private estate firm. Within a few months I could barely make it to yoga and getting out of bed was a challenge. Let me add that 10 years ago my son died from a rare auto immune disease after a six year battle which included a bone marrow transplant. I have a surviving daughter who is amazing. You never truly heal from burying a child but you do learn to continue on as that is what they would want. Which is why I refused to believe when I knew there was something wrong with me that after 10 years the initial doctors response was stress. Medically things went down hill from there, pettichiae, skin rash, repeated bouts of EBV positive pneumonia. Then in May 2013 I was diagnosed with bilateral anterior and posterior SCLERITIS accompanied by an almost complete loss of vision and pain which I can only describe as an electric knife constantly cutting horizontally through both eye orbits. I failed on steroids, failed on humira, was currently taking Imuran and then during this time two niodules were found on my right lungs that were not there three months ago. So all immunosuppression was stopped until I had it scanned and saw a surgeon to ensure it was not infections or malignant. I saw the head of cardio thoracic surgery at University Hispitals of Cleveland, he confirmed it was not malignant, not infectious and basically said it has to be vasculitis. A biopsy was out of the question for based on the nodes on location it would require my entire lung to be removed and he said it was much to risky a surgery. Meanwhile takes scleritis, nodes on lungs, sinus issues and the only disease that connects them all is Wegners, the problem is my ANCA kept coming up negative. Keep in mind I was on immunosuppressants. When checked my urine always tests positive for blood, protein, leukocytes(non infectious) and then started getting frequent UTI followed by kidney infections which showed dialated ureters and lab and scan may be showing early signs of kidney failure. For the past fifteen months my scleritid is not yet recovered. I AM ON 8mg per kg of Infliximab every four weeks, self inject methitrexate originally started 20 mg weekly, but since I am only getting worse I am now on 40 mg sub q injection every 5 days. ANCA STILL NEGATIVES, which I have been told by many docs that it often does not produce a positive result in many patients with Wegners and other vasculitis. My disease and pain and fatigue are only getting worse and every doctor I see emphatically states it's must be Wegners and why hasn't anyone added Cytoxan or Cyclosphamide for three months which would then along with my other meds constitute a Wegners protociol. Here is the problem no one is willing to add Cytoxan, or cyclosphamide without a positive blood or biopsy test.
I am not a paranoids or negative person, but my disease and labs continually to decline, my opthamologist (and I have received a consult from Foster) state most people respond to Infliximab if it is just Scleritis. Well I have been on it for 18 months and I am beyond frustrated as every physician states the same prognosis. I must add my opthamologist (uveitis and scleritis specialist is the doc that orders my meds, I am no longer seeing a rheumatologists for she and they as a group prefer to start on low dose drugs, 18 months ago I would have gonna permantly blind had eye doc not insisted that this disease has to be hit hard and strong. He also agrees all my symptoms point to Wegners but is not comfortable ordering the Cytoxan or cyclosphamide, even though I go to the cancer center for my Infliximab infusions.
Any suggestions on what or where to go next? My doctors all state they are very concerned about me. Symptoms keep coming up, I was referred to palliative care since they have better access With major narcotic for the scleritis pain which is almost unrelenting now.
if anyone has any suggestions I would be grateful. I don't understand, opthamology, pulmonology, urology and nephrology all say the same --- but no one will risk prescribing Cytoxan or cyclosphamide without positive Anca,although my nephrologist half jokingly said they will start the drugs when I am heading into kidney failure. Do I really need to wait for that? Any suggestions would be gravely appreciated.
I am not a paranoids or negative person, but my disease and labs continually to decline, my opthamologist (and I have received a consult from Foster) state most people respond to Infliximab if it is just Scleritis. Well I have been on it for 18 months and I am beyond frustrated as every physician states the same prognosis. I must add my opthamologist (uveitis and scleritis specialist is the doc that orders my meds, I am no longer seeing a rheumatologists for she and they as a group prefer to start on low dose drugs, 18 months ago I would have gonna permantly blind had eye doc not insisted that this disease has to be hit hard and strong. He also agrees all my symptoms point to Wegners but is not comfortable ordering the Cytoxan or cyclosphamide, even though I go to the cancer center for my Infliximab infusions.
Any suggestions on what or where to go next? My doctors all state they are very concerned about me. Symptoms keep coming up, I was referred to palliative care since they have better access With major narcotic for the scleritis pain which is almost unrelenting now.
if anyone has any suggestions I would be grateful. I don't understand, opthamology, pulmonology, urology and nephrology all say the same --- but no one will risk prescribing Cytoxan or cyclosphamide without positive Anca,although my nephrologist half jokingly said they will start the drugs when I am heading into kidney failure. Do I really need to wait for that? Any suggestions would be gravely appreciated.