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MindyWG1999
04-22-2014, 05:11 PM
Hello Everyone! Here is my WG'S story.

- February 1999.
A family trip to a cold thawing beach to locate rocks for the framing of a small rock garden for my mother. This would turn out to be the noticeable beginning of my Wegeners.

Walking along the beach with my dad Sheldon, two of my brothers and my mother Carole, searching for the perfect sized rocks. Gathering two and three at a time and placing them in the trunk of our car. After picking out only two trips worth back to the car I became fatigued and very sore. Knowing we were almost done I told my dad I just wanted to sit in the car while they finished. As I began to position myself in the backseat I realized just how cold I was. Grabbing a nearby blanket I curled up and shut my eyes. After what felt like hours I opened the car door to tell my mom that I really wasn't feeling well, I needed to go home. Quickly she rounded everyone up and off we went. I remember groaning and moaning all the way home, expressing my extreme pain. Once arriving home I had begun sobbing. I was helped out of the car and escorted to the stairs leading to my bedroom. My mother told me to head up to my room and she would be up with some flu medicine for me in just a moment. I crawled up two stairs and collapsed to my knees from the overwhelming pain in my right foot. Screaming in pain I yelled for help. My dad ran to my aid. Once he had seen I had collapsed he begun to lift me. I screamed in even more pain, so he rested me back on the stairs. Through the tears I whispered... "my foot, it's my foot." As I was telling him where the pain was I glanced down and saw that my foot was swollen at least 5 times it's normal size. By this time my mother had come around the corner and very calm and collected she told me that she was going to take me to the ER. - The rest of my life would change in that moment.

I went to the ER that afternoon and it was the last time I saw my own bedroom for almost two years. I was admitted after being seen by the ER doctor. I had xrays, cat scans, blood work... every test possible. I spent nearly three months on the pediatric floor. I was diagnosed with pneumonia, leukemia... just to name two. They had no clue what this was, not a clue!
I come from a very small town and no one had ever even heard of Wegeners before. While they kept running tests I became increasingly worse. I was temporarily and spiratically losing my sight, my hearing and my voice... I was having nose bleeds with the slightest of movements. I was coughing up large amounts of blood and peeing out blood clots the size of plums. Swelling was spreading rapidly and there was no diagnosis in sight. On May 8th 1999 a specialist from Australia was called in, as they were stumped and I didn't have much longer to live. In fact the doctors had called in councilors for my family as they were about to be told I had a very short time left and they needed to say their goodbyes.

The Doctor from Australia arrived 2 days later. This Dr. sat at the bottom of my bed for nearly 60 hours straight looking through every medical book he could find until he stood up. As he stood he looked at me, a look I'll never ever forget. He walked over to my bedside and leaned down and placed his hand on my face and smiled. On May 13th, my mother's birthday I was transfered to another hospital in the city of Halifax N.S. As per the Australian doctors orders. I was placed in the ICU and started to notice more and more family members arriving to see me. To say goodbye.

Miracle! I was diagnosed positively without a doubt with Wegeners! I was now to undergo an extreme amount of drug infusions. 150 mg of Prednisone, 200mg of Chemotherapy, 100mg of Septra, 100mg of iron... etc.

I remained in the ICU for another 3 weeks and then finally move down a floor to the pediatrics. This is where I would stay now until the day I was released in January 2001.

I've since been diagnosed with Subglottic Stenosis and extreme Osteoporosis (that of a 70 year old woman) I've had more than 65 tracheal dilatations in my 13 years with SS. However for unknown reasons I have been SS free since 2010. The only thing that changed in my life style was I started smoking cigarettes weeks before I was due to have a dilatation. I never ended up needing that dilatation or any others since. (I started smoking to help end a bad marriage... very long story... He hated smokers and was abusive so I started smoking to become repulsive to him.)



Me now-

I am now 31 years old, two beautiful kids of my own ages 7 & 9 and two amazing step kids ages 7 & 10. I am with the man of my dreams and have become the strongest person I have ever known. I've been asked many many times : If I could go back in time and choose to not have Wegeners would I?

NO! NOT A CHANCE! I would never change what I've gone through. It's made me the person I am today. I was chosen to have this disease for a reason. It's my gift. A blessing.

I will finish off with telling you all that this disease is not the monster. You are! Wegeners is weak... grab it my the throat and strangle the bastard!!!

Cheers guys. Keep strong. We've got this!

I've been blessed with only one small flare in my 15 years. I've been in my second remission now since October 2011.

Mindy - DX May 19th 1999.

Mindy♡

pberggren1
04-22-2014, 07:19 PM
We all have amazing stories. 2 years away from home must have been so hard. I also find Wegs to be a blessing. Any illness or suffering is great gift from God. Have you been able to quit smoking now?

mishb
04-22-2014, 07:24 PM
Hi Mindy,
Amazing story.
This isn't the first time I have heard of a doctor from Australia being called upon - I wish I could find them here, that good.
I wonder why they are being called in from Australian and not a specialist from the UK or USA.

I wouldn't recommend smoking to anyone but if it worked for you, then I am not one to say not too.

How sad for you to have to spend 2 years in a hospital environment - I am glad they finally worked it all out.

Michael Bell
04-22-2014, 10:31 PM
Hi Mindy, amazing story, I admire your attitude and obvious strength of will. Keep up the fight.
Mike

annekat
04-23-2014, 02:40 AM
Mindy, thanks for sharing your interesting and amazing story. Your Wegs began in a much more dramatic way than mine or probably many others' on here, and not many have had to spend much time in the hospital, let alone 2 years! You have been through a very rough time and come out a very strong and positive person on the other end. I sincerely hope your current remission will last for the rest of your life. I'm glad you got over the stenosis, whatever it took, and hope that will last as well.

MindyWG1999
04-23-2014, 02:58 AM
We all have amazing stories. 2 years away from home must have been so hard. I also find Wegs to be a blessing. Any illness or suffering is great gift from God. Have you been able to quit smoking now?

No. I still smoke.... but out of fear honestly. My SS is away because of my smoking.... I'm terrified to fully quit smoking in case it freaks out from withdrawal and the scare tissue comes back full force.... too fast for me to catch it in time. I just don't know.

Mindy♡

Alysia
04-23-2014, 04:12 AM
WOW, thanks for sharing, Mindy, a chilling and touching story :hug1:
this doc was your guardian angel. thanks God he arrived on time.
how is it that your SS stopped ?
I wonder, how can you smoke ? isn't it making you feeling worse ?
you sounds like a trooper, so I guess that it is only a matter of willing: if you will will to stop smoking, you can easily do it. no need to fear of stopping. the fear is of not.
good luck !

MindyWG1999
04-23-2014, 04:25 AM
WOW, thanks for sharing, Mindy, a chilling and touching story :hug1:
this doc was your guardian angel. thanks God he arrived on time.
how is it that your SS stopped ?
I wonder, how can you smoke ? isn't it making you feeling worse ?
you sounds like a trooper, so I guess that it is only a matter of willing: if you will will to stop smoking, you can easily do it. no need to fear of stopping. the fear is of not.
good luck !



Something in the cigarettes (a chemical of course) has suppressed the scare tissue from continuing to grow. I've even been told from my ENT specialist that he too agrees that my SS is not currently active due to something in the cigarettes.

Mindy♡

Alysia
04-23-2014, 04:28 AM
this is intresting, it means that the smoking is a kind of "med" for the SS ? :unsure:

MindyWG1999
04-23-2014, 04:37 AM
this is intresting, it means that the smoking is a kind of "med" for the SS ? :unsure:

It is interesting eh... I wish I knew what chemical(s) cause maybe then there would be a pill that could be taken to suppress SS.

Mindy♡

Alysia
04-23-2014, 04:40 AM
maybe not the chemicals, but the act of smoking, the heat, kind of "burnning" the area, like some medical procedures :confused1:

pberggren1
04-23-2014, 11:09 AM
I now remember a couple other people in the past that say their Wegs has been in remission because of smoking......hmmm

MindyWG1999
04-23-2014, 11:21 AM
My Wegeners is not in remission cause of the smoking. Just the SS.

Mindy♡

pberggren1
04-23-2014, 11:23 AM
I know, but your case brought to mind those cases.

MindyWG1999
04-23-2014, 11:24 AM
Ohhhh got ya!

Mindy♡

Debbie C
04-23-2014, 11:33 AM
Hi Mindy,I never actually officially welcomed you to "our family" so Welcome and what an interesting story. Sad that you had to spend so much time in the hosp. It is strange they would call Austraia for a dr. but happy for you and your family he figured it out. Are you taking any meds now for wg or are you med free?
I quit smoking the day before they did my lung biopsy 3 1/2 yrs ago and haven't had one since, it may be helping your SS but like me it also causes emphazema and copd so you need to weigh the odds. I can't see what chemical would be in cigarettes that could help you but hell look at the crap we take now to get better so who knows. Take care.

MindyWG1999
04-23-2014, 11:37 AM
Hi Mindy,I never actually officially welcomed you to "our family" so Welcome and what an interesting story. Sad that you had to spend so much time in the hosp. It is strange they would call Austraia for a dr. but happy for you and your family he figured it out. Are you taking any meds now for wg or are you med free?
I quit smoking the day before they did my lung biopsy 3 1/2 yrs ago and haven't had one since, it may be helping your SS but like me it also causes emphazema and copd so you need to weigh the odds. I can't see what chemical would be in cigarettes that could help you but hell look at the crap we take now to get better so who knows. Take care.

The only thing I take now is the Imuran. 100mg each night before bed. I only just started that about a year ago.

I plan to quit smoking for sure :) I don't have any other health problems besides what I mentioned above. Just the Osteoporosis and Subglottic Stenosis.

Thank you! :)

Mindy♡

annekat
04-23-2014, 12:21 PM
Interesting about the tobacco. Maybe there is something in it that would help us but maybe it doesn't need to be smoked? We could make tea out of it? Just kidding, really, sounds gross. But who knows. Maybe just ONE cigarette a day would keep your SS at bay, Mindy? But then it might be hard to stop at just one. Or how about a spray that you could apply to your throat? A lot of maybes and wonderings here!

drz
04-27-2014, 02:35 AM
Mindy, thanks for sharing your interesting and amazing story. Your Wegs began in a much more dramatic way than mine or probably many others' on here, and not many have had to spend much time in the hospital, let alone 2 years! You have been through a very rough time and come out a very strong and positive person on the other end. I sincerely hope your current remission will last for the rest of your life. I'm glad you got over the stenosis, whatever it took, and hope that will last as well.

I thought my spending a couple months in hospital and three months in nursing home was a long stretch at that time but then I encountered a person who had been in a coma over a year and spent two more years in rehab before her recovery. She was one of my rehab therapists and very effective.

I think 15 years ago Mindy's story was more typical. Getting the experts from Australia though instead of next door in NY or John Hopkins does seem strange but might have something to do with how their health care service is set up and paid for.

The most amazing and impressive thing for me in Mindy's story is the degree of recovery she has attained and length of remission from Wegs given the severity of her initial presentation. Youth does have its perks though and her recovery bodes well for other youthful people who get bit by the Wegs dog. Welcome Mindy and thanks for sharing you story.

Allisonquast
05-25-2014, 02:38 PM
Just reading your story for the first time. What a ride you have had. I love your attitude! So glad you are kickin ass!

mrtmeo
08-16-2014, 06:48 AM
Something in the cigarettes (a chemical of course) has suppressed the scare tissue from continuing to grow. I've even been told from my ENT specialist that he too agrees that my SS is not currently active due to something in the cigarettes.

Mindy♡

Hi Mindy,
wow, amazing story.
Do u think it is the nicotine that helps your throat?
If so, would an ecig work better without the thousands of other nasty chemicals and benzopyrenes?
I use an Ecig and it just uses nicotine juice to make a moisture vapor you inhale.

PJ2010
08-16-2014, 08:05 AM
Hello and welcome Mindy,

Another incredible story! I've been a member for only a short time. I was diagnosed in 2010 and with the very limited information available, was led to believe I would be dead within 5 years. For the first year and a half I was writing wills and getting all my affairs in order.

As as time went on, I had searched the net extensively to gain more knowledge about this disease and I started to doubt what 2 doctors had told me. Yes, this disease is capable of directly or indirectly leading to death but under good supervision should not shorten ones life drastically.

Since I found this support group, and read many stories and found valuable and reasonably accurate information, I'm now realising there may be a future.

I really don't feel Wegeners to be my friend at all. It's very much altered my normally very active life. I miss having the energy I once had. The great motorbike rides I went on. The ability to properly clean my home, wash my car............

Oh well, I'm still alive and smoking! :flapper: