KathyB
08-06-2012, 09:16 AM
Al – That’s the only name I knew. *His avatar in our Wegener’s Granulomatosis forum was a beautiful sunset … or maybe it was a sunrise. Full of color, full of depth, full of joy. *So perfectly Al.
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I got to know Al last fall in our forum as a newly-diagnosed “Weggie” as we call ourselves. *I was frightened beyond belief and totally ignorant of the disease. *Then someone recommended I join the forum … and that’s where I “met” Al. *Each and every day I had a new question or needed clarification about something medical. *Since you all know Al, you know he patiently answered all my questions. *And everyone else’s questions as well. *He answered with so much authority and wisdom, I was sure he must have been a doctor. *Sure he had lots of information to share, but more important was HOW he shared. *Technical to a fault but with the words anyone could understand. *And then he filled his responses with humor and compassion. *This scared girl learned to trust and Al made me believe I was going to be okay regardless of the incurable status of the disease.
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Fast forward to a couple of weeks ago when I learned I had been denied disability. *Not knowing what to do, of course I turned to Al by sending him a private message. *If anyone could help me with a fresh set of eyes, I was sure it would be Al. *He promptly wrote me back and asked me to send him as much documentation as possible to explain their decision. *Within one day he responded with a thoughtful letter and suggestions on how to fight back. *That was Saturday night. *Al fell ill on Sunday. *He helped others through this disease until the very end.
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Needless to say, the Weggies were stunned by Al’s passing. * I still read forum questions and look for Al’s answer. *Many posted their thoughts about Al.
• I outed him as a teddy bear , not a grouch
• He would have given anything to any one of us to make our journey more bearable
• He brought comfort to many members and helped educate others
• He gave plenty of everyday sensible advice to many of us, backed by his knowledge, and dispensed in plain English, with humor whenever it was fitting.
• People ask me, how can you have such a friendship with these people that you haven't met and live over the other side of the world from.......but you know what, it is true, I don't have a friendship with these people.......these people are family.
• His writing style kept me reading almost every one of his posts.
• I think we all counted on Al to give us a more scientific slant on many of our common issues and to help us keep abreast of latest research findings.
• Al was there with suggestions of what to do, what not to do, what to ask the doctors and what to expect. He was here almost every day for all of us with suggestions and interpretations of what some test results meant and didn't mean, and how to follow up with our doctors.
• This forum has lost one of its big contributors; I will miss him to no end.
• Al is a person I strive to emulate. He is loving, caring, exceptionally generous with his time, knowledge and compassion. I feel so much richer having gotten to know him in the last year, and feel like he's a very close friend despite never having met him in person.
• He seemed to be a very kind, giving man with a lot of knowledge which he shared with everybody along with sound advice and kind words. He gave a lot of his time to trying to help others and I always noticed how he replied to everybody which does really help to make people feel that they are being listened to and to help make them feel more welcome and included in the group which he did magnificently.
• Al was a very clear thinker, an accomplished essayist and one who was sincerely interested in everyone's well being.
• "To live in the hearts of those you loved is never to die."
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It was clear to all of us – Al lived his life to the fullest. *He gave of himself freely and we are all better for having known him. *Thank you to the Swanson family for sharing Al with us. *One of Al’s last quotes on the forum said: *
“Courage does come hard, but think of how brave you must be just to live--and think of those you are living for. *Even more reason to take extra care of yourself. We love you."
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Al – WE LOVE YOU! *Rest in peace, friend.
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Thanks to you all for your thoughts and words. In Eileen's email yesterday, she said the family had been able to access our forum and read all the comments! I hope they were able to understand how much we loved and appreciated Al. I want to take a moment to let you know how much I have enjoyed sharing my story with you. Each and every day brings about unique challenges for us all. Just knowing you are out there brings me a sense of peace. Thank you.
KB :hug1::hug1::hug1::hug1::hug1:
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I got to know Al last fall in our forum as a newly-diagnosed “Weggie” as we call ourselves. *I was frightened beyond belief and totally ignorant of the disease. *Then someone recommended I join the forum … and that’s where I “met” Al. *Each and every day I had a new question or needed clarification about something medical. *Since you all know Al, you know he patiently answered all my questions. *And everyone else’s questions as well. *He answered with so much authority and wisdom, I was sure he must have been a doctor. *Sure he had lots of information to share, but more important was HOW he shared. *Technical to a fault but with the words anyone could understand. *And then he filled his responses with humor and compassion. *This scared girl learned to trust and Al made me believe I was going to be okay regardless of the incurable status of the disease.
*
Fast forward to a couple of weeks ago when I learned I had been denied disability. *Not knowing what to do, of course I turned to Al by sending him a private message. *If anyone could help me with a fresh set of eyes, I was sure it would be Al. *He promptly wrote me back and asked me to send him as much documentation as possible to explain their decision. *Within one day he responded with a thoughtful letter and suggestions on how to fight back. *That was Saturday night. *Al fell ill on Sunday. *He helped others through this disease until the very end.
*
Needless to say, the Weggies were stunned by Al’s passing. * I still read forum questions and look for Al’s answer. *Many posted their thoughts about Al.
• I outed him as a teddy bear , not a grouch
• He would have given anything to any one of us to make our journey more bearable
• He brought comfort to many members and helped educate others
• He gave plenty of everyday sensible advice to many of us, backed by his knowledge, and dispensed in plain English, with humor whenever it was fitting.
• People ask me, how can you have such a friendship with these people that you haven't met and live over the other side of the world from.......but you know what, it is true, I don't have a friendship with these people.......these people are family.
• His writing style kept me reading almost every one of his posts.
• I think we all counted on Al to give us a more scientific slant on many of our common issues and to help us keep abreast of latest research findings.
• Al was there with suggestions of what to do, what not to do, what to ask the doctors and what to expect. He was here almost every day for all of us with suggestions and interpretations of what some test results meant and didn't mean, and how to follow up with our doctors.
• This forum has lost one of its big contributors; I will miss him to no end.
• Al is a person I strive to emulate. He is loving, caring, exceptionally generous with his time, knowledge and compassion. I feel so much richer having gotten to know him in the last year, and feel like he's a very close friend despite never having met him in person.
• He seemed to be a very kind, giving man with a lot of knowledge which he shared with everybody along with sound advice and kind words. He gave a lot of his time to trying to help others and I always noticed how he replied to everybody which does really help to make people feel that they are being listened to and to help make them feel more welcome and included in the group which he did magnificently.
• Al was a very clear thinker, an accomplished essayist and one who was sincerely interested in everyone's well being.
• "To live in the hearts of those you loved is never to die."
*
It was clear to all of us – Al lived his life to the fullest. *He gave of himself freely and we are all better for having known him. *Thank you to the Swanson family for sharing Al with us. *One of Al’s last quotes on the forum said: *
“Courage does come hard, but think of how brave you must be just to live--and think of those you are living for. *Even more reason to take extra care of yourself. We love you."
*
Al – WE LOVE YOU! *Rest in peace, friend.
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Thanks to you all for your thoughts and words. In Eileen's email yesterday, she said the family had been able to access our forum and read all the comments! I hope they were able to understand how much we loved and appreciated Al. I want to take a moment to let you know how much I have enjoyed sharing my story with you. Each and every day brings about unique challenges for us all. Just knowing you are out there brings me a sense of peace. Thank you.
KB :hug1::hug1::hug1::hug1::hug1:
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