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BabyT247
08-14-2010, 07:47 AM
Hi all,

My name is Jill and I am 28 years old. I live in Fife, Scotland. I was diagnosed with Wegeners in April 2008.

I had my daughter Taylor in July 2007. A month later, I went out to celebrate my daughters birth with some friends. I looked lovely, still glowing and very very happy. Under the clothes I had 3 pain patched on my back because of the dull pain i felt which would not pass. My doctor first told me this was due to my epidural during labour - funny, because I didn't have an epidural. She then went onto say it is common for new mums to feel strain in their bodies at first.

By the time October came, I started to lose weight. Being overweight anyway, I welcomed this. Assuming it was due to me running around after Taylor. I was getting muscle pain in my legs and arms.

In November, I noticed a little pink spot on my eye. I went to the doctor and told her about this, as well as the back pain still being there. She diagnosed me with conjuncativitis and gave me the necessary ointment. When I woke up the next day, my eyes were covered in pus and I couldn't open them fully. They were so swollen I looked like I had been knocked around for a few hours without a break! I called my Doctor and was told this was very common during conjunctivitis.

After a few days, I was able to open my eyes only to find my whites were RED. Not a patch of white could be seen. I went straight to my GP who referred me to the eye clinic. I was then advised I had a very severe contact lens infection. Around this time, the pains in my arms and legs became worse. Visiting my doctor again I was told 'my body is adapting to motherhood'. When I look back now I wonder why I didn't kick and scream at her!

An average day in December, I sat with a pair of sunglasses on, a hat on, had to keep the lights dimmed and I couldn't be near the TV because the light of it was unbearable. By the time January came, my eyes had started to clear up, leaving just a few pink patches.

By the end of January, I was told by my doctor that me getting back to my previous routine would help the pains in my body pass. I returned from Maternity leave early.

I lasted 4 weeks before getting signed off on sick leave with exhaustion. I was having to sleep in Sick Bay during my lunch hour just to get through the day.

I was sleeping until 10am each morning, wakening only when my daughter needed changed or fed. My mum would come in and goad me for being so lazy (which she feels absolutely terrible about now) and she would have to carry Taylor down stairs because I needed to hold onto the hall rail with both hands to make it down. The pains in my body were beginning to cripple me. When I was needing the toilet through the night I was having to slide out of bed and drag myself along the floor to the toilet and back again. I Couldn't get in and out of the shower or bath without my husband (then fiance) helping me. I couldn't keep any food down and lost 65 pounds in a couple of months.

One night, my mum looking after Taylor, my husband took me out for dinner. we went to our local indian where we could easily have a starter main course and dessert each. I had 1 half of a starter and was full and feeling sick. It was 150 yards to our local pub. The walk took me 45 minutes due to the pain and it was the longest I had walked for so long. When I got to the pub, my feet had swollen to twice their size and I had a terrible rash from my toes right up to my knees. I was sick that night.

When I got home, I went straight to bed. The next morning, When I had awoken, my daughter was home. I couldn't lift her. I cried for hours because of this.

I was getting pains in my knees, one day it would be my left knee, next day my right knee. One day I couldn't stretch my fingers out properly.

My doctor decided to refer me to a specialist who deals with arthritis. Just so happens this Doctor has a keen interest in Vasculitis. I was told I would have to wait 6-8 weeks.

He called me and got me into his practice the next day.

I was admitted to hospital with suspected kidney failure and diagnosed with Wegeners after 2 days. I had a kidney biopsy which shows 2/3 of my kidneys as being affected. My ANCA was through the roof. My nose was beginning to show signs of decay.

I was treated with 60mg prednisolone and cyclophosphamide chemo for 6 months. I responded very well to treatment.

I am currently on 150mg azathiaprine and 5mg prednisolone. My ANCA level fluctuates between 2 and 4 each time I see my consultant. I experienced a fast weight gain and am currently battling to lose this, but I am pleased to be in remission.

It doesn't sound like much when I write it like this but this was the hardest experience of my life and I have read some of your 'stories' and think to myself, I thought I was bad.

My love and support goes out to you all, whether you are currently suffering or recovering.

Jill xx

misskay
08-14-2010, 08:02 AM
Welcome to the group Jill. Sounds like you have been through the ringer, but glad it's better for you now.
How are your eyes? Did this result in any vision loss?

Jack
08-14-2010, 08:19 AM
Hi Jill, thanks for telling your story. It helps everyone to appreciate the many ways in which Wegener's can manifest itself and someone will probably see their own story reflected there.

How are you at the moment? Did you regain your kidney function? If you are doing well, perhaps you can soon be looking at something a step down from Azathioprine - Cellcept perhaps and then who knows? Many even manage drug free remission. If you are still not too well, then feel free to have a moan or just ask any questions you can think of.

Sangye
08-14-2010, 08:53 AM
Welcome, Jill. Your story is especially painful to read because you were going through it as a new mom. I can't imagine how much harder that must have been. Those early months are so precious....

I'm glad you're in remission now and I hope you can stay there a long time. :)

elephant
08-14-2010, 09:11 AM
Welcome Jill, I can understand your story. I was having severe body ache, joints swelling...could hardly walk and thought it was due to playing with my 4 year old and carrying the car seat every where. So glad you are doing great! Please let us know how your doing time to time.

JanW
08-14-2010, 09:33 AM
Hi, Jill, thanks for sharing your story. I have the saddle nose as well -- will you be able to get yours repaired? Does it affect your breathing?

marta
08-14-2010, 04:18 PM
Welcome Jill,

This is quite a group of individuals. You have come to a good, nay, a very good place... from a very bad place.

One commonalitiy I find in everyone's stories is that 'beating your head against a wall to make people believe that you really are feeling like you're on death's doorstep' feeling. WG seems to manifest and affect everyone slightly differently, but we all have that in common, or at least most of the stories I have read. 'No really, I'm not lazy, I just feel like I'm dying.' And then to have it right after childbirth and have the medical profession tell you that it's normal. That must have been so hard.

I'm glad you landed in the hands of someone who knew where to take the symptoms. I'm also glad to hear how well you've responded to treatment. Enjoy every minute with Taylor, I do with my little Hana, and moreso now after diagnosis as I think it was a bit of a slap on the back of the head from God, or the Universe, or whatever higher wisdom moves us to start focusing on what's really important... and those little monkeys that live in our guts for 10 months (yes guys, it's actually 10 months, the 9 month thing is a farce that gets shattered when you're feeling like a whale and ready to meet the parasite in person - ha ha) are at the top of the pyramid as far as important things in life go. Or so I rekon.

Welcome!

BabyT247
08-14-2010, 07:38 PM
Hi all,

thanks for your replies.

My eyes have deteriorated but have kept my vision, thankfully. My kidney function is currently 'stable' but I am still closely monitored and still have quite a bit of blood in my urine so not healthy kidneys, but functioning kidneys, which is really all I can ask for considering what they have been through.

My consultants hasn't actually discussed other medication with me, probably because I am currently responding very well to Az. However as my body mass gradually (hopefully!) reduces, she wants to decrease my Az. dose.

My nose didn't need repairing as it was only mild damage with extreme symptoms but I do have to rinse it regularly due to crust build up.

It has been 2 and a bit years now and it is only now it is starting to sink in. Hence me finding this website. This is the first time I googled my own illness, yet everyone who knows me has already had a wee nosey! lol.

I have realised this isn't something I asked for or deserved, but it is here and there is very little I can do about it. I am now in a much better place and will hopefully be able to get back to the old me soon.

xxx

Jack
08-14-2010, 09:11 PM
Blood in urine and crusty nose suggest that you are not yet in remission. What is the trend of your kidney function - up, down, stable? I really think you should be seeking the advice of a Vasculitis specialist at one of the major centres. Most doctors just do not have the specialised experience to treat this disease properly.

BabyT247
08-14-2010, 10:02 PM
My case is reviewed regularly by a Vasculitis specialist who says that due to the damage on my kidneys, the amount of blood in my urine is normal and it is only mild crusting if I miss my medication for any reason, which I occasionally have to when my gall bladder plays up - steroids have caused this side effect and when my gall stones come on, I can't eat or drink anything so have to miss my meds.

Jack
08-14-2010, 10:26 PM
Glad to hear that you are receiving good care. Try not to miss taking you Pred, its effects are short lived and you may find that you start to feel unwell after as little as a 12 hour delay. I know I do! ;)

elephant
08-14-2010, 11:17 PM
BabyT247 I had my gallbladder out March 2010, the doctors said most likely culprit was the prednisone. I have cataracts in both eye's and need surgery. The surgeon told me you need to get that gallbladder out, it could get swollen and "pop" ....which is not good.